I FIXED HER, SHE BROKE ME!!

I FIXED HER, SHE BROKE ME!!

I remember when she came

so broken and lame

I gave her my shoulder

when all her feelings were colder

I thought I could fix her 

of what she was going through

she was so obsessed with her past

I wished to change this all so fast

So, I let her come close to me

without thinking, what it could do to me

I was altruistic 

without being any realistic

But like an inevitable fact

my feelings became abstract

everything was new to me

but she knew what it could turn out to be

she took her step back

knowing all the drawbacks

she was all fixed and wiser

but not a good advisor

I fell for her till the last end

but she made my feelings bend

she left me like this 

because she thought 

all this was a piece of shit

why she was so selfish

to leave me in such an anguish

Now I felt broken and lame

like old her and new me were same

Why did I even  fix her

when she only meant to break me :/

                                          ~ S